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posted 25 May 2020 05:25, edited 25 May 2020 05:25
weird lorazepam didn't seem to do much for me? can't really understand it - I took 7mg over the course of like 18 hours and I don't even use benzo's much just had some valium for a few weeks.
I've had quite a serious coke problem for what seems like a long time now (I'd say it been a real issue for maybe 3 -4 years) I'm only 27 but can't really deny it's fucking up my life. was working within a London based luxury menswear brand until last year but it fucked up what I had there, so back at my parents for the time being which is not ideal. fashions so fucking competitive too which doesn't help and it's all a bit fucked for the time being.
seen a psychosynthesis addiction therapist for a while in London while I was working, went to NA, went to live in an ashram in Rishikesh for a month (cliché I know) and still not really had much luck -
rehab would be ideal but it's just so expensive and something I literally can't afford
(sorry sob story, but advice / similar experiences would be appreciated)
25 May 2020 16:34
weird lorazepam didn't seem to do much for me? can't really understand it - I took 7mg over the course of like 18 hours and I don't even use benzo's much just had some valium for a few weeks.
weird, always found taking ANY other benzo after taking valium for a period of time to be so much better.
im sure lorzaepams more for tapering off than for any sort of feeling though, I know i've never found any use for it recreationally.
posted 25 May 2020 19:48, edited 25 May 2020 19:48
weird lorazepam didn't seem to do much for me? can't really understand it - I took 7mg over the course of like 18 hours and I don't even use benzo's much just had some valium for a few weeks.
I've had quite a serious coke problem for what seems like a long time now (I'd say it been a real issue for maybe 3 -4 years) I'm only 27 but can't really deny it's fucking up my life. was working with grace wales bonner up until last year but it fucked up what I had there, so back at my parents for the time being which is not ideal. fashions so fucking competitive too which doesn't help and it's all a bit fucked for the time being.
seen a psychosynthesis addiction therapist for a while in London while I was working, went to NA, went to live in an ashram in Rishikesh for a month (cliché I know) and still not really had much luck -
rehab would be ideal but it's just so expensive and something I literally can't afford
(sorry sob story, but advice / similar experiences would be appreciated)
7 mg is a very high dose, max for daily, longer term (4 weeks) use is like 2.5 mg. I'd say going far above you get into strong diminishing returns. I'd reckon even the benefit of 2.5 over 1.5 mg is small. Please be careful. Benzo addiction is a nasty beast and creeps up on you quick.
Also I wish you the very best of luck, I do hope you can find the strength.
25 May 2020 20:33
word, get out while you can. it's a never ending rabbit hole of seeking the feeling of what you first experierence when you take them, or so it is in my case. I was doing pretty good until about 3/4 weeks ago and now I've managed to get myself addicted to about 500mg of flualprozam a week.
residental rehab really is the only way out as far as i see it.
28 May 2020 16:28
weird lorazepam didn't seem to do much for me? can't really understand it - I took 7mg over the course of like 18 hours and I don't even use benzo's much just had some valium for a few weeks.
I've had quite a serious coke problem for what seems like a long time now (I'd say it been a real issue for maybe 3 -4 years) I'm only 27 but can't really deny it's fucking up my life. was working with grace wales bonner up until last year but it fucked up what I had there, so back at my parents for the time being which is not ideal. fashions so fucking competitive too which doesn't help and it's all a bit fucked for the time being.
seen a psychosynthesis addiction therapist for a while in London while I was working, went to NA, went to live in an ashram in Rishikesh for a month (cliché I know) and still not really had much luck -
rehab would be ideal but it's just so expensive and something I literally can't afford
(sorry sob story, but advice / similar experiences would be appreciated)
7 mg is a very high dose, max for daily, longer term (4 weeks) use is like 2.5 mg. I'd say going far above you get into strong diminishing returns. I'd reckon even the benefit of 2.5 over 1.5 mg is small. Please be careful. Benzo addiction is a nasty beast and creeps up on you quick.
Also I wish you the very best of luck, I do hope you can find the strength.
thanks mate
28 May 2020 17:11
word, get out while you can. it's a never ending rabbit hole of seeking the feeling of what you first experierence when you take them, or so it is in my case. I was doing pretty good until about 3/4 weeks ago and now I've managed to get myself addicted to about 500mg of flualprozam a week.
residental rehab really is the only way out as far as i see it.
where do you find all these strange benzo derivatives? darkweb? what was the draw to that specific one? genuinely interested (not wanting to buy/try either)
posted 5 Jun 2020 03:07, edited 5 Jun 2020 03:07
9 Jun 2020 07:45
for 15mg of diazepam about 2mg lorazepam.
weird lorazepam didn't seem to do much for me? can't really understand it - I took 7mg over the course of like 18 hours and I don't even use benzo's much just had some valium for a few weeks.
I've had quite a serious coke problem for what seems like a long time now (I'd say it been a real issue for maybe 3 -4 years) I'm only 27 but can't really deny it's fucking up my life. was working within a London based luxury menswear brand until last year but it fucked up what I had there, so back at my parents for the time being which is not ideal. fashions so fucking competitive too which doesn't help and it's all a bit fucked for the time being.
seen a psychosynthesis addiction therapist for a while in London while I was working, went to NA, went to live in an ashram in Rishikesh for a month (cliché I know) and still not really had much luck -
rehab would be ideal but it's just so expensive and something I literally can't afford
(sorry sob story, but advice / similar experiences would be appreciated)
for 15mg of diazepam about 2mg lorazepam.
weird lorazepam didn't seem to do much for me? can't really understand it - I took 7mg over the course of like 18 hours and I don't even use benzo's much just had some valium for a few weeks.
weird, always found taking ANY other benzo after taking valium for a period of time to be so much better.
im sure lorzaepams more for tapering off than for any sort of feeling though, I know i've never found any use for it recreationally.
for 15mg of diazepam about 2mg lorazepam.
weird lorazepam didn't seem to do much for me? can't really understand it - I took 7mg over the course of like 18 hours and I don't even use benzo's much just had some valium for a few weeks.
I've had quite a serious coke problem for what seems like a long time now (I'd say it been a real issue for maybe 3 -4 years) I'm only 27 but can't really deny it's fucking up my life. was working with grace wales bonner up until last year but it fucked up what I had there, so back at my parents for the time being which is not ideal. fashions so fucking competitive too which doesn't help and it's all a bit fucked for the time being.
seen a psychosynthesis addiction therapist for a while in London while I was working, went to NA, went to live in an ashram in Rishikesh for a month (cliché I know) and still not really had much luck -
rehab would be ideal but it's just so expensive and something I literally can't afford
(sorry sob story, but advice / similar experiences would be appreciated)
7 mg is a very high dose, max for daily, longer term (4 weeks) use is like 2.5 mg. I'd say going far above you get into strong diminishing returns. I'd reckon even the benefit of 2.5 over 1.5 mg is small. Please be careful. Benzo addiction is a nasty beast and creeps up on you quick.
Also I wish you the very best of luck, I do hope you can find the strength.
Please be careful. Benzo addiction is a nasty beast and creeps up on you quick.
Also I wish you the very best of luck, I do hope you can find the strength.
Also I wish you the very best of luck, I do hope you can find the strength.
word, get out while you can. it's a never ending rabbit hole of seeking the feeling of what you first experierence when you take them, or so it is in my case. I was doing pretty good until about 3/4 weeks ago and now I've managed to get myself addicted to about 500mg of flualprozam a week.
residental rehab really is the only way out as far as i see it.
for 15mg of diazepam about 2mg lorazepam.
weird lorazepam didn't seem to do much for me? can't really understand it - I took 7mg over the course of like 18 hours and I don't even use benzo's much just had some valium for a few weeks.
I've had quite a serious coke problem for what seems like a long time now (I'd say it been a real issue for maybe 3 -4 years) I'm only 27 but can't really deny it's fucking up my life. was working with grace wales bonner up until last year but it fucked up what I had there, so back at my parents for the time being which is not ideal. fashions so fucking competitive too which doesn't help and it's all a bit fucked for the time being.
seen a psychosynthesis addiction therapist for a while in London while I was working, went to NA, went to live in an ashram in Rishikesh for a month (cliché I know) and still not really had much luck -
rehab would be ideal but it's just so expensive and something I literally can't afford
(sorry sob story, but advice / similar experiences would be appreciated)
7 mg is a very high dose, max for daily, longer term (4 weeks) use is like 2.5 mg. I'd say going far above you get into strong diminishing returns. I'd reckon even the benefit of 2.5 over 1.5 mg is small. Please be careful. Benzo addiction is a nasty beast and creeps up on you quick.
Also I wish you the very best of luck, I do hope you can find the strength.
thanks mate
Please be careful. Benzo addiction is a nasty beast and creeps up on you quick.
Also I wish you the very best of luck, I do hope you can find the strength.
Also I wish you the very best of luck, I do hope you can find the strength.
word, get out while you can. it's a never ending rabbit hole of seeking the feeling of what you first experierence when you take them, or so it is in my case. I was doing pretty good until about 3/4 weeks ago and now I've managed to get myself addicted to about 500mg of flualprozam a week.
residental rehab really is the only way out as far as i see it.
where do you find all these strange benzo derivatives? darkweb? what was the draw to that specific one? genuinely interested (not wanting to buy/try either)
Never mind COULDA just googled 8 ball, assuming it's 3.5, getting about 87% wedinos tested for about 280.but that's a bit more than you guys are paying.
Prices have definitely rose and can get it a good bit cheaper internationally but mails a bit slow etc.
nvm found a wedinos 80% tested for about 260 if anyones needing etc, basically come to me if you're after prices/advice.
Prices have definitely rose and can get it a good bit cheaper internationally but mails a bit slow etc.
nvm found a wedinos 80% tested for about 260 if anyones needing etc, basically come to me if you're after prices/advice.
I have had some problems with dependency Dreep.
I have no experience with rehab but I’m pretty sure the whole point is to get your mind on other things. So boredom would probably be top of their agenda.
I doubt you’ll come out of it worse mate.
At least call them and tell them your worries.
I hope you sort it out buddy.
https://www.priorygroup.com/blog/how-life-works-helped-me-to-overcome-my-alcohol-addiction-a-case-study
I have no experience with rehab but I’m pretty sure the whole point is to get your mind on other things. So boredom would probably be top of their agenda.
I doubt you’ll come out of it worse mate.
At least call them and tell them your worries.
I hope you sort it out buddy.
https://www.priorygroup.com/blog/how-life-works-helped-me-to-overcome-my-alcohol-addiction-a-case-study
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