i can't do other things if im detoxing which is mainly what i'm worried about.
that, and the fact i'm going to have to sell half my clothes to afford a nice place to get put into.

Or pick out a good fit for in your coffin.

anyone recommend some cbd oil? decided to give it a try to get rid of some of my withdrawal feelings.

I have a ton of oxycontin due to fractures, get proper laid back on 50-60mg, any point in upping or will I just fall asleep (still wanna function normally)

Wish I could cold turkey but 24 days ago I accidentally went a day without benzos and ended up with my mother phoning the police because I was having some sort of breakdown then police just chucking me in an ambulance where I proceeded to have a seizure, got out of hospital and made a weird post on here because in my delerium I thought shit had kicked off on here with my gf. So cold turkey is out the window, tapering is a fucking nightmare so trying anything to relieve symptoms.

Why is tapering not the way to go?

I was on xanor for like 4 years (from my doc), pretty heavy dose in the end as you have to be extremely strong of character not to increase dose when the effects more or less vanish.

To kick it I made a schedule with my doc for three months, tons of stuff online how much you can go down every week depending on dose and time of usage.

Thing is, shit builds up under a long time so even after you have quit by the book and the major withdrawals are gone you will have to deal with tons of new worthless withdrawal stuff over the coming months. I was extemely sensetive to light, it itched like hell like all the time, sweats, sleeping is totally fucked and with that a healthy bit of paranoia.

I just drank heavily for about a year, then I was ok.

I’m a heavy drinker at times but have zero addiction tendencies with alcohol, so that worked for me. I would suggest doing weed or some other stuff with low addiction potential as a temporary substitute.

Kicking it cold turkey is of course the best but if you have been using for a while I think that will be practically hard as you would need to lock yourself up in a dark room for a month or two as you wont be able to function.

Taking any sort of medical advice from FUK is legitimately dangerous and ill advised.

Yeah probably not going to work for you then. But tapering and just sticking with slowly cutting it off will.

Speak with your gp too should be able to refer you to something too.

do NOT go cold turkey from benzos - potentially lethal. needs an appropriate taper and switch over to longer acting agents to reduce serum concentration variability. this may only be achievable with a psychiatrist.