After a year and a half or something I received a letter today stating the NHS Addiction Services will no longer be helping me, completely out of the blue, no phone call or anything in months.

Drug help here is fucking shite.

slightly messed up on friday, got a bit blackout drug and ended up getting stopped searched by police, had a tiny bit ket, speed and a few pills (i think)perhaps took the pills not sure, never took me to the station but because I was drunk just took me home, fair to say nothing will happen as if it was gonna they'd have surely took me to the station n charged me or wahtever or can they still do so?

Thank fuck, good to know.

Anyone used hub420???

Anyone got a current darkweb market that's good? tried in the last few days Torrez and alphabay, getting nowhere fast, I'm only after a fucking eightball.

Is there somewhere online I can get Ativan or lorazepam that anyone knows of?

plenty on the darknet, pm if you need help getting set up on it.

Does anyone here have much experience with Pregabalin? I took 300mg last night because I was stressed out with something I was working on - a friend gave me them to me a little while ago and described them as being 'like valium'. Such an odd experience and completely not what I was looking for, felt like I was between really tipsy and tripping, well a bit like MDMA at one point. Completely overwhelming and not at all what I was looking for. Woke up still feeling really odd.

Stranger, I took 300mg a while back after a night out and could barely notice a difference? so odd

can i document just how much i am fucking up on here, feel like its better than writing to myself plus I don't have to write dates. drinking and drugs didn't last long.


don't give me sympathy, i want to self improve or get worse. this is for myself.

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